'Love'

'Love', What do I think about 'love'?

'Love' is a four letter word,

It is a feeling, it is a thought;

It is painful, it can hurt,

But at the same time,

It sort of makes you whole, complete-

If it's genuine.

What is 'Love'?~'Love' is a key-

It can open doors in your mind,

It makes the impossible seem possible.

It makes everything wrong with the world right...

If only for one second, 

'Love' makes it all worthwhile.

'Love' makes you realize what is really important in life,

It can make you laugh,

It can make you cry,

Sometimes both at the same time.

'Love' is a pulling force that can not be fought;

'Love' conquers all.

'Love' can not be shaken, neither can it be faked.

'Love' is pure, Love is true

'Love' can not be tainted 

no matter what you do,

'Love' accepts you for who you are,

'flaws and all'

'Love' doesn't try to change you 

Or make you into something you're not

It makes you a better person

Without explicitly changing who you are.

'Love' sees the good in you,

Even when others don't

'Love' is trusting,

'Love' forgives all, all the time

'Love' holds no grudges

'Love' is patient, 'Love' is kind

'Love' is peaceful,

'Love' brings hope-

It is the light at the end of the tunnel.

'Love' is a rare gem, a precious jewel.

'Love' can not be evaluated, it can not be bought

But if per chance you were thinking about buying 'Love'~

All the money in the world would not come close to cutting it.

'Love' is hard to find; it is exclusive

It can exist between friends as well as lovers....

Okay, so I never quite got round to finishing the piece- so here it is in its raw, unedited, uncompleted form..lol.. I may work on it, or write something entirely new... I need to look for inspiration.. Hmm... Who will be my muse??... lol "Now can you be my ghetto love prophecy, everybody love you boy, not just me... And I know that you really care a lot for me, wanna see you happy every time you're with me" :-) [that's ma$e btw (Tell me what you want with Total...) I remixed the end a tad...] 

~*the always sexy*~

*oao*

Love

Love, 

so many things I've got to tell you, 

but I'm afraid I don't know how, 

'cos there's a possibility 

that you'll look at me differently, 

Love, 

ever since the first moment I spoke your name, 

from then on I knew, that by you, 

being in my life things were destined to change cos, 

Love, 

so many people use your name in vain, 

Love, 

those who have faith in you sometimes go astray,

Love, 

through all the ups and downs the joys and hurts...

Love, 

for better or worse I still will choose you first. 

Many days I've longed for you, 

wanting you, 

hoping for the chance to get to know you,

longing for your kiss, 

for your touch, for your feel, for your essence, 

Many nights I've cried from the things you do, 

felt like I could die from the thought of losing you,

I know that you're real, 

with no doubts and no fears and no questions...

At first you didn't mean that much to me,

but now I know you're all I need,

the world looks so brand new to me,

now that I've found Love...

Everyday I live for you, 

and everything that I do, I do it for you,

What I say, is how I feel, so believe it's true, 

you've gotta know I'm true.

Love, so many people use your name in vain, 

Love, those who have faith in you sometimes go astray,

Love, through all the ups and downs the joys and hurts...

Love, for better or worse I still will choose you first. 

The following video illustrates, verbally, what I am trying to communicate in this post ;-) (lol).

Okay, so if you didn't figure it out already, this is soo not mine... I 'borrowed' this piece from my man, Musiq Soulchild... I was attempting to write mines, and then this song got stuck in my head... I will yet endeavor to put my one up sometime today... Remain sexy peoples! 

sexy~sexy

*oao*

somebody's sleeping in my bed...

The following song is reflective of what I'm tryna communicate in this post... It's also like my throw back joint of the week... I loves me some Dru Hill...

Okay, so I'm talking to my friend, and I ask him a question that I think stays on the minds of most women, 'What do you do if you have a feeling that your man is cheating?'

I mean, you're not 100% sure that he is, but you have a feeling... And the thought stays on your mind and things are not like they should be. When you are not with him, you're wondering who he's with, and when you are with him, you're wondering if he is thinking about someone else... I've heard before that once you have even the slightest intuition that a man is trifling, he more often than not is..

My friend says that he'd advice the girl to leave the boyfriend and to open her mind to and experience better things... But then again if her feelings are deep then she may as well stay and try to work things out...

I remember a while ago when I was talking to this one babe and she was telling me how guys are such ass-holes especially when it comes to relationship issues, and that no matter how much a girl tries to stay in the name of love, the love eventually fades...

I think most guys, are not serious, a guy even told me that, he was like "oao, I don't think you should go out with anyone right now, most of the guys out there are not ready"... I mean, it's not like I'm thinking, 'Marry me, marry me', shoot, I'm young. I'm tryna/gonna have fun and live my life... I'm not tryna settle down yet or anytime soon.. I'm just saying, if you are with me, you are with me. All the other girls you knew before me must dissolve into the background, you need to develop selective amnesia and forget about them. You can't be with me and be thinking about/talking to some other girl... Then what you with me for?

I, personally, think that the girl should leave and get out of the situation asap before her feelings get deeper. It can't be healthy for her to be in that kinda relationship, she should go and find someone who can and will 'love' her the way she needs/wants to be loved. 'Love' shouldn't hurt, 'love' shouldn't be hard, it should just flow, it should come naturally. I put the word love in parenthesis, because to be honest, I don't think I quite understand what the word means... I am however looking for someone to teachme.. (y'all heard the Musiq song-teachme? "teach me how to love, show me a way to surrender my heart and how I can get my emotions involved..." song is quite mad) 

But yea, I also think it depends on the situation too. Whatever the case, she should figure it out... How she should go about doing this, I know not. I would say she should ask her friends for advice, but I know better...haha

I have unfortunately run out of things to say on this topic. If anyone has any thoughts/opinions/comments, feel free to post em on here, or send them to me and I'll incorporate them into a future entry... The next post is gonna be a piece/poem I wrote a while back, and its titled 'Love'.. I hope I find it.. Until next time, stay sexy.

...sexy~diva...

*oao*

cookies with some apple juice...

"Cookies with some apple juice, i aint mad at you cookies with some juiceee!!!" Haha... What a dumb ass song!!!.. gotta love killa cam' though... Here's the music video (which is even dumber than the song..) haha.. As in really, I think cam should retire and find something else to do.. plus did you see the 'dunks' on the babes in the video?! Be making my ass look like a damn table (i.e. flat)!!

ps: the video is a tad x-rated.. not for the light hearted... 

In more music related information.. One of my songs at the moment, is that Drake and Lil' Wayne song, 'The best I ever had'... Song is tew madd.. Every time it comes on, I just wanna get up and dance.. Drake is hott (a tad too youngish looking, but hott all the same)... 'You know a lot of guys be thinking my blog posts be about them... Let's not get confused, this one's for you.. You know who you are.." ;-)

Another song I'm feeling right now is Beyonce's Ego.. the version with Kanye though... He killed it on the track."I talk like this cos I can back it up ;-)... I have a big ego, such a huge ego.. but he love my big ego, its too much, I walk like this cos I can back it up"... Usually not a fan of B or her work.. (i hate too much,lol)... but the song a'ight, wonder what they on about, but it's a'ight all the same... just hope it don't over played like all her other songs. Beyonce's hot though, for the record, the sister's doing her thing, plus she holding her man down.. I want me a Jigga man too, *sighs*... if only... why all the guys (or should I say most of) out there be dumb-ass trifling n-words, huh? Let me not get started on the many issues of the male species right now... i better change the course of this discussion, less I digress..lol

Oh yeah, one more song I think is good, is 'Give it to me right' by Melanie Fiona..."I don't want it all the time, but when I get it I better be satisfied so give it to me right, or don't give it to me at all..." The message of the song is one that will probably be a topic of focus/discussion in one of my future blogs..  Anyways enjoy...

Okay, I know I have put too much music related thingys on here, and it's kinda dragging on, hope y'all aint mind and that I aint bore y'all too much..lol.. To wrap this up, I'm gonna put up a clip from the Cavs Vs Magic game on Thursday.. Let's just say my man 'Bron-Bron' is ridiculously mad! What!! Nah mehn.. he's hott... See for y'allselves... When I grow up I wana be like him!

Hope you guys had a sexy week... I know I've been unusually m.i.a  for like a minute (was away for more than a week!!!) for some random reason... Maybe I'll tell about it in a while.. Anyways as random as this post is, I already have the topics for my next two posts, and they are more serious-like/minded topics... At least I think so.. lol. I'll probably put them up today, to compensate for my long absence... Remain sexy peoples...

*~the increasingly sexy~*

o.a.o

If i broke up with you...

Hello there every1. How's it going? Hope erthing's ok and you're all doing well for your sexy selves... straight to the point today as the damn clock is ticking on me.. I have one question and this is particularly for guys ( ps. if you're a guy reading this blog please, by all means, comment .. let me know where your heads are at on this one) Here goes: IF I BROKE UP WITH YOU, DOESNT THAT MEAN I BROKE UP WITH YOU????? Like mehn is there a way you can get a guy to move the f*** on??? So tell me why I guy I went out w/ for less than a month (and this relationship was over 3 years ago!!!) still is holding on to nothing??? I mean you would think that his friends would say to him "ah forget the babe, she's not worth it" or some of the other lies our friends tell us when we break up with our bf/ gf just to make us feel good. Apparently, he either has no friends or is not taking their advice...
And you know why it eternally sucks for him, I cheated on him( hooked up w/ and ex), then started dating said ex again while still dating him and I broke up w/ him for said ex... and here's where its worse, I TOLD HIM!! And he still wont gree.. some men are hopeless o abeg.. and dude has tried to get back w/ me three times now... let me add the fact that the ex was his 'juvy' o. ( Oh God I hate that word buh watever) And even when i've told him Im not and was never into him, it still doesnt register.. I mean if I break up with you doesnt that mean I've broken up w/ you????? Like why are you giving me grief over nothing!!!! I dont want you.. is that hard to fathom Ahh abeg, sexy ppl come and help me o.. I need a word of wisdom...

Tired of idiots but still sexy ,
Mobobs

I am.....BACK!!

Hi Guys, I know its been a while but Im still alive, ok. Was having a terrible day the other day so I guess I should apologize for taking it out on er1. Promise not to do that again! Anyways, hope the summer's been going well and everything's popping. Hurrah for those of us who are outta school and sowwy to you sexy suckas who still have to do finals!
Don't really have nothing to tell today... I lied that's not true.. My diet is at a standstill. I still have 12 pounds left to go so wish me luck!! I also have been looking in my old suitcases and Im reviving some of my skirts so if you happen to see me wearing a skirt, don't freak out, ok. And I did go through some of my pictures. It seems like every year my mind manufactures something that is cool and tells me that this is THE look to go after. The only problem with this is that two months later, i absolutely HATE the clothes I've gone and gotten and I never wear them again so my new resolution is that I've decided to say goodbye to impulse shopping and hello to thinking before I spend.
And there are will be a lot of learning how to cook this summer because Lord knows my cooking skills have gone terribly rusty. Things that I could cook in my sleep before I cant even do anymore. Like they say, America makes you stupid.. But yeah, I have to be on that p again.
I finally decided to learn how to drive too! Yay me! When it will happen, Im not sure but I do know that it has to happen this summer. I wonder how many things I'll actually be able to do this summer with the way I've planned. But we'll see, that's why I'm SUPER!!
Im fading now but I will keep you posted on how everything's going in the days and weeks to come ]

The EVER-Sexy
Mobbie-Bobbies

untitled...

Okay, so i'm chilling with my friend, right.. and homie is talking about how he doesn't think there's a problem with talking to babes that already have boyfriends... Hmm....

I am not one to judge (as you all have probably figured out by now..) but em, I think its wrong... The other day, one dumb ass dude stepped to me and was like I think we shoud ____ cos I'm really feeling you.. I'm like WTF in my mind, but I say, You know I have a boyfriend, right? and guess what he retorts... "What your boyfriend don't know won't hurt him"... I was like ye, this mugu has seen a slut... haha... If I wanted to do you/you to do me, would I bring up the topic of a bf... um, I thinks not.. But some guys be dumb like that... Donno where they was when they were giving out brains (not that kind, get your mind outta the gutter...lol) in heaven..

But on the realz tho, that's the kinda ish I did when I was in high school... When I'd go out with multiple dudes at the same time... (lol, I know I'm casting myself, but its alright cos everyone did it, both guys and girls inclusive..) but yeah, I'm grown now (and sexy too..lol) and it doesn't make sense to me... I mean, why commit to a relationship if you're going to mess about? If you wanna 'play', then don't tie yourself down to one... Be single, so you can feel free to mingle in peace...

I remember back in the day, when random dudes be tryna holla, and I'd be like I have a boyfriend (even when I didn't) and they'd be like.. 'Oh my bad" and leave babes alone.. I remember one time I was at a store, and homie was like tryna talk and ask for my number and ish, and I was like nah.. and I think I had a ring on, and he was like oh, you engaged/married? and I was like yea.. in my mind i was like do i look that old?! cos this was a while back, but I was glad to get the n-word out of my face.. but now... all that has changed.. And the biggest culprits? Naija guys... lol.. All the grief they give 'akata' guys they always know when to step off/back... none has ever been like eff your bf.. but Naij guys... haha.. don't lemme go there, that's another story for another day...

Okay, so my friend wanted to speak up for Naija guys, and this is what he had to say more or less...

From a Naija guy's perspective:

I'll try and keep this succinct and sweet...

1) Yes, she may have a boyfriend, but alternatively... she might be my future wife. "If you never try then you'll never know"

2) What is wrong in showing her that there's better out there than her loser boyfriend.

3) Their relationship is prolly not that serious -as is typically the case.

4) If she's not tryna marry the nucca then its fair game.

5) Sometimes girls need a little motivation to do what they ultimately want to do... (Yes, you girls sometimes behave counterintuitive for no good reason)

6) Some girls be screaming... "Save me, save me save me, get me outta here." So we have to get our superman on.

The way I see it, babes too can be like, oh, I donno how long I'm going to be here so I may as well 'sample' all the guys out there, and find out who the perfect/right one is... some girls do be doing that too... and what do we call them?.. Sluts... haha.. Nah mehn, I think these babes deserve respect..lol.. I wanna be able to do the same thing when I grow up (in addition to the skanky leg dance a la the babe in the white pants! hahaha) I don't know.. I seem to be the only one who thinks there's a problem with this so, maybe I'm the one who's tripping.. lol... I think it's very disrespectful and distasteful. I mean, how would you like it if a guy, who thought he was better than you stepped up to your girl, told her you were a loser and that she should dump you and get with him? how would you feel about that? If you don't care, then maybe you are a loser boyfriend and homegirl need to leave your ass... 

And I know guys (more than one) who say that they holla at girls with boyfriends but would never wife them (even if they left their guys for them) cos they figured that the babes could and would do the same thing to them... In general guys don't respect or trust these kinda girls... That whole superman thing, if she did not categorically tell you she wanted out, then free the babe. I mean, if she in a relationship and she coming up to you saying she wants to have 'something'... erm, that's a different case, cos its all her..lol.. But if you, as a guy, suggestively suggest anything.. you have violated the code brah.. lol. It has to be up to the female in the situation, she's in control. She calls the shots.. plus if she's going to/does cheat, then her boyfriend must be a real jackass... Um, not really... scratch that, cos females these days just be cheating for the heck of it.. and they be trading stories too... hahaha.. Yet another story for another day...lol

Yea, so bottom line- if you are in a relationship, commit... be faithful and be on that 'P' or whatever... If you wanna mingle and sample all the available samples, then be single.. You get me? That's my take on the whole thing, call me old school/old fashioned.. I care not! That's my P and I'm sticking to it! :-p

Until next time sexy people, its been a pleasure... 

Remain sexy and enjoy the summer sun, I know I am!  J

~The Always SeXy~ 

*oao*

I just saw haile's comet...

My new favorite song... I shocked myself with this one.. cos this ain't my kinda music at all... but then again, people do change, don't they?.. As short as this post is, it's my second for the day.. hehe. Enjoy the song, it's Second Chance by Shinedown.. I know it's not a very happy song.. but hey.. no one's happy 100% of the time, unless they on drugs or have some kind of mental disorder or something... Have a happy and sexy night sexies... mwah!xxx

the ever sexy

~oao~

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hey y'all...

Okay, so like you know how I promised two posts the last time... my bad... Kinda got caught up with/in stuff and was unable to put em up... My bad! but I'm back now... And will try (I said try)  to put up more than one post today... The first post, is one I 'stole' or should I say borrowed off my bffs blog... I think the piece is really good, and just had to share.. haha.. enjoy SexYs..xx

Change

Have you ever felt love so bad, it made you hurt

No not hurt like that, but like made you cry?

Cos the things that you want,

just ain't good for you

And it doesn't bring out the best, just the worst in you

Yet you can't let it go,

cos your addicted so bad..

like a tap running water, you just can't keep it in

Cos things changed, without permission,

now your getting mad..

'And why won't he stay home!!!

What kind of man is that??'

To leave his wife and kids to hang with Jackie D...!!

Now he's got spirits mixed and he's gotten so high

"I'm about to knock him back down,

who does he think he's playing with!!"

See fun times are over, and your just playing games

"Well bring the mojo back back, isn't that what a mans to do!!??"

You see me caring for these kids, I haven't been sleeping all day!

'That's for sure, cos your knocked out at night...'

Oh I can't believe he left, what kind of man is that??

a black man thats what...., 

oh he makes me soo mad!!!

if he was here now, I would kick his ass

After all i've done for him

Put in time and weight...

Can't believe he changed on me

I didn't bargain for this!

So am packing out his things,

my baby girl says am pretty...

I haven't heard that in so long,

and i start reminiscing

Wondering why he never said that....bet he said it to Jackie D..

Then i see, I traded my looks just cos I became a Wife.

Didn't think i could handle both,

so i traded my weaves...

Ain't got time for the salon,

so i bought a couple of scarves, had to find a place to put them 

so i traded my heels, see when your heavy you can't wear those..

better get some flip flops.... traded my figure and clothes

couldn't fit 3 kids.... So i dressed up in your sweats,

though I would never break a sweat...

Please, I ain't got time I keep saying,  

cos am cooking your meals...

How ironic that is, cos you don't come home no more..

Cos things changed without my permission, 

now am getting sad :(

Cos I realised, 

I Changed..... without Your permission,

and now that's really bad..

...Guess am a black woman too...

So what do you do when your life is falling apart and every one you know and love is far away from you. I really don't know what to do mehn and I'm usually the poker-faced queen. I feel really terrible right now and I don't know what to do! I'm blogging my sorrows away cos I really worked hard last semester and apparently it wasnt good enough . I also had a lot of ish going on last semester (one of the reasons why this blog was started) and I feel like this is crack down and ish. But yeah, thats's all well and good.... this is how i feel now:

But yeah, whatever, somebody save me from my life.....

End of the semester!

Well hello there Sexy people,
I know, I know its been a while and I have been AWOL for a hot minute! I've missed everyone and I'm back! Good thing I'm back though cos I'll be giving you the Summer scoop for the next few months, telling you what the 411 is and what adventures I'll be having. I hope that you'll be able to tell me all your paroles of the summer too!
Anyhow though, THE place to be this summer is DC so if you poor unlucky souls are anywhere else, get here fast! OFGS and friends will be hanging out here over the summer and what other zones would you rather be at???
Finals are done, stress is over, the worst is behind us and a girl just wants to have fun! So yeah, that's that.
If you remember, my weight loss goal about 1.5 weeks ago was to lose 10 pounds in two weeks. That worked well, I did lose 4 pounds after the first 5 days....BUT: finals came around the corner and alas, I had to eat in order to have any brain function at all ergo I don't fail any exams as that would be counterintuitive innit? So since the excuse is out of the way, I am back on that joint, jogging my way to freedom and not-eating myself to Mobobs-10 lbs... Wish me luck AND willpower to take it off AND keep it off!
I've gotta go save the world but I'll surely be back soon !
Boohoo!!!! I just checked my grades and .........

"if he can't do this, he can't do that.."

"And I think I’m just about over being your girlfriend, I’m leaving.. I’m leaving…" That’s the new song by Chrisette Michelle… It’s called epiphany.. I think it just highlights how dumb some n-words can be… What could he have done to lead to her somewhat shocking revelation.. But like who says that though? To someone they supposedly love… nah mehn… lol… she coulda been like any other babe and given him some Beyonce… “to the left, to the left”  or be like Jazmine Sullivan, and bust the windows out his car… but this babe was calm… lol.. anyways I like the song.. even though most peoples don't and think that she cant sing… Or she coulda been like 'bon qui qui'.. "I will cutt him"... lmao!!! see video below for reference...

In more music related news... has anyone heard that song, 'Leggings and heels'... by Hot2Def... Like I think people think that they can just sing about anything they want these days... 'Leggings and heels'... Like really bruv... Err, No. And is it just me, or does the song sound too much like the 'Whisper Song' by them Ying and Yang boys (the Ying Yang Twins..) you tell me..

In even more random oao news…. You know those three babes who made the video that was all over facebook and youtube to stanky leg? Well apparently they have officially joined forces and are collectively called the ‘Twerk team’… You can also call and ‘book’ them for parties and events.. (anything to make that paper, right? Wrong. But I shall not judge- he without sin…) well, it just sounds a lil’ bit shady to me… anyways…. That skanky leg video was something…. All I can say is that babe in the white pants……. When I grow up I have to know how to move like that.. whatt!! I’m working on that joint. Lol, tew mad!! haha… I have posted the video below for your viewing pleasure… Watch the girl in the white pants (the 'lady in white')...lol

Yea, my favorite rapper- Nas aka Escobar aka Nasty Nas aka Nasir Jones aka God's Son aka Nastradamus aka Oludara's son- is getting divorced from his wife of four years, Kelis. What happened? Well, I heard that she filed for divorce after he heard that she made a sex tape with some random rapper dude… He ‘physically removed’ himself from their residence. She, in an attempt to save their marriage got pregnant (I hope it was for him), but when she realized that homie wasn’t having none of that she filed for divorce first in a bid to beat him to the punch, so to say… wow… Why is it that the good guys get the bad girls and vice versa, huh? I mean, who cheats on Nas for crying out loud?! Anyways, I wish them luck and hope they can work it out... cos depending on how couples handle stuff, issues like this (okay, maybe not this serious) can make a stronger relationship… "That that don't kill me, can only make me stronger.." right? But infidelity kinda is a BIG deal... anyways...

 

I wonder how females have the 'liver' to cheat though… Not that men have a right to.. but like really... I think its kinda cool, 'cause I don’t think I could do it.. (then again I am very different)… Anyways that’s a discussion for another day... I’m hungry… and I'm having withdrawal symptoms (from lack of sugar among other things..) But never mind, I shall (try to) put up two posts today, in commemoration of the end of the semester.. yayy!!!  J

 

~*…Peace Sexys…*~

‘o.a.o’

If that boy don't love you by now...

Okay, so I was talking to my friend earlier and she was telling me how life is too short to take crap from anyone, esp your friends, same sex or otherwise.. If someone treats you in a way/ways contrary to how you believe you ought to be, you should just walk....

I kinda agree with her... 'to an extent' lol(inside joke..)  but yea, I think its a tad too harsh though... To just tell people to eff off like that? hmm... I believe in giving people second chances... But I guess it does make sense and sometimes you know you should do it too... but sometimes it's difficult... It's one of those instances where your heart becomes detached from your brain and you're in a serious dilemma... your head says leave, but your heart says not to... Talk about a conflict of interest... You can't listen to one at the expense of the other, 'cause either way you lose...

She was like family is the only exception, as you're stuck with em for life.. (fortunately or unfortunately..lol..jk). I, on the other hand, think that this pass should/can be extended to other people who have proven themselves and have shown that they deserve it... but that's just me...

Back to the topic of discussion... It comes to a point when you think some people are just taking the piss and you wonder if your life would be better off without them in it... Some relationships seem lopsided, where one person puts in more effort/emotions/care/love than the other... and then the other now has the effrontery/audacity to get mad when you do one minor thing...

I know no one is perfect, we're all far from perfect (some further than others..lol) but still I think that if people were more considerate of other peoples feelings or more understanding, the need to just peace out of relationships and friendships would be altogether eliminated or at least greatly diminished.. But hey, what do I know, right? Apparently I'm not so great myself. Some say I'm a bad friend/person... whatever! lol.. I've heard it so many times I don't even know what to believe anymore... I used to think I was a good/decent person... I guess the game done changed me... haha. But really though, I'm a sweetheart, like the most beautiful person (both in and out) ever!! (if i say so myself... and peoples who know me know I'm in no way vain/conceited/arrogant/cocky... I'm quite the opposite of those things..) If only people took the time to notice the things I did/do as opposed to picking out the little things I didn't/my flaws... (I said I wasn't perfect..lol) Anyways I'm tired.. not depressed this time, though (done with that ish-lol) I'm encouraged! y'all should be too!! :-)

I was just saying though, like the convo made me think for a minute and I decided to blog about it.. due to the absence of other material..lol.. anyways off to (try to) study now... One day; 2 exams to go... then freedom (for a minute, but still.. freedom!!haha) let's go there!xxx

Forever SeXy

'o.a.o'

Disclaimer: To my friends and ppls, oao will always (most times at least) give you multiple chances... regardless.. it is just who she is, her innate nature... please don't take it for granted or use it as license to act a fool... or else...

>> Oh yea, sorry if I used more 'big words' than usual in this post... a certain someone is influencing my vocab and increasing my verbal repertoire...hehe.xxx

more randomness

Repression... That's my way of dealing with things... Maybe if I don't think about it, it will go away... Maybe if I act like its not there it won't be... Maybe... Haha, but I know it doesn't work that way. I'm not so deluded as to think that the mare fact that I wish something would go away would make it do so. The connotation, is what we psychologists and psychotherapists refer to as an extended mand... A 'wish' that simply cannot come true. And in the event that it does is only due to a phenomenon known as accidental reinforcement which goes hand-in-hand with (but is neither correlated with nor caused by) variable schedule of reinforcement which tends to cause persistent habits or as we in the field call it, high frequency of behaviors which are hard to extinguish. *sighs* I love my psychology, don't I? Lol.

 Well that's my little rant for the day. I'm still gonna repress ish though.. At least outwardly at first... And then it should extend to the inner psyche and being.. Cos as the saying goes, "as a (wo)man thinketh in (her)his heart, so is (s)he"... I think I'm fine, I believe I am alright, so therefore I am! Yay me!!! Lol. Conventional Psychology can go and suck on that.. This is the remix. Lol... 

Y'all be sexy now.. And have a sexy day. Ps: good luck with finals and stuff. Don't let the system get u down! Haha. Drink a coke (or whatever floats ur boat *coughs*~VODKA~*coughs*lol) and smile! :-)) (yea, I'm random like that sometimes... Sue me! :-p)

The Sexiest repressor everr!

'o.a.o'