but don't you think it deserves a fight,
a love like our's don't happen everyday...
...and we're losing it, right now as we speak,
and if we don't wake up it's a memory
time gone past, a love that sailed away..."
#nowplaying: we're not making love no more - Dru Hill... that song's been on repeat for a minute.. cos that's the kinda mood i've been in for a while.. can't shake the funk... it sucks major balls too... cos its supposed to be 'the most wonderful time of the year'... like Christmas is the highlight of my year.. and i'm not even in the Christmas spirit this year... *sigh* would love to say i don't know why... but i do.. as much as i try to push it away and ignore it.. it's still there.. and i don't know if there's anything i can do to fix it by myself... and i hate asking people to help... anyway... i hope i snap out of it soon enough... cos ce n'est pas bon.. no bueno... i should be singing and dancing on the rooftops... but all i wanna do is... i don't even know anymore...lol.. i just want a hug...lol.. and for someone to tell me it will be okay.. that it will all work out..lol.. okay, i need to umm... not feel this way anymore.. got me writing all emotional and stuff.. (when i'm not Carl Thomas.. geddit?lol) so I'll try to figure out something to do to change it... f*#k. Okay, i promise the next post will be a bit more like cheerful..? hopefully..... *sigh* but until then...
~the slightly depressed, but ever-so-sexy~
.oao.
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