Happy Thanksgivin'

Happy (belated) Thanksgiving!!!

Just a quick one… 10 things I’m thankful for; I know it’s a tad late, but couldn’t put anything up yesterday, was too busy cooking/eating/sleeping… but yea, here goes;

1. The fact that I have God in my life…lol(gotta put God first y’all)
2. My family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3. My friends… I may not have a lot, but quality sure beats quantity…lol.. and even though I may not show it all/most of the time (cause I’m weird like that), I love y’all. :-)
4. The fact that the semester’s about to be done, and that His Grace has brought me thus far, and will take me all the way- AMEN! (lol- cos it certainly hasn’t been easy)
5. For ‘clarity’- ‘nuff said…
6. Being grown and sexy and hott and all that other good stuff
7. The gym!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8. Good food. aka (dark) chocolate :-)
9. Tyrese (and Tyrese jr. aka my cuddy buddy..lol) and all those other fine specimen of men that melt my heart every time i look at them (Taye Diggs, Lance Bass, Morris Chestnut, Boris Kodjoe, Jeremy Piven and Maxwell are a few that come to mind..)
10. And finally I'm thankful for ‘progress’... as well as all the mistakes I done made…

And there you have it, the first ten things that came to my mind… (‘cause there’s way more things to be thankful for) What are YOU thankful for?? Take some time out from complaining (which I feel like I do too much) and find a few things to be thankful for… oh yea, one more random thing; CHRISTMAS DÉCOR!!! That joint gets me excited every time… holly, mistletoe, Christmas trees, lights, wreaths… everything! I love em.. haha.. Anyways, Happy Holidays y’all!! (and I’m also thankful for this blog… :-D

*Thankfully grown and sexy*

.oao.

Day Seven!!!!!!!

Day Seven...

...*sighs*... can't believe I did it!lol.. but I did... yayy!!! I actually committed to doing something and followed through :-)

I already had my final post mapped out... I was gonna post some of my favorite inspirational quotes... But I had to go to an AA (yes, Alcoholics Anons) meeting today... And it was like wow.. I just had to write about it...

Like first of all, I'd like to say, Thank God I'm not an alcoholic! At least not anymore..haha. But really though. (Sober/Non-alcoholic) People take a lot for granted. The people at the meeting (most of them) were like so strong and encouraging to each other (the others were just... well, creepy..lol)

I also like the fact that they acknowledge the fact that the problem is bigger than they are, and that they need a 'higher power' (God) to overcome it. They said the Lord's Prayer at the end too, which wowed me... (It's like are they Christian? I thought drinking to oblivion wasn't condoned in the Bible... But whom am I to judge? I need to go read my Bible even..lol) But yea, I think the program works because they support each other, kind of like 'All for one and one for all"... The people were also soo nice (even though I couldn't wait to leave from the minute I got there..haha.. kinda too touchy, feely for me..) I met some of the friendliest people I've come across this year... no joke.

All in all it was an okay experience. I was thinkings about sharing some personal stories that were inspired by 'the bottle'... but um, i changed my mind...hahahhahaha.

But on a serious note alcohol (or any other kind of substance for that matter) abuse is a really serious problem. DO NOT GET INVOLVED IN IT... Just SAY NO. and in the event/case you're already mixed up in that ish, get out ASAP. Not only is it not a good look (on all levels) its extremely dangerous, and if you can't quit by yourself, get help, you will be better for it..

Anyways.. Goodnight!! Have to go work now (the story of my life...mwah!)

sober&sexy

o.a.o

Day SIXXXXXX!!!!!!

Day six...

Okay, so I couldn’t go to sleep last night (have a bad case of insomnia), and ended up writing a bit of today’s post instead… Just so it’s clear, whilst the topic of this post might seem a tad personal, it’s not. It was should I say ‘inspired’? (lol). okay that’s the wrong word… the thoughts about/on it were stirred up by a ‘story’ someone told me a couple weeks back. And I randomly remembered it last night… so yea, it’s not about anyone in particular (at least no one was on my mind (to the awareness of my conscious self…lol) as this was being written. So here goes;

Little bit of ‘granny’ advice for the day. Be careful whom you let into your life. Seriously. You might think it doesn’t really matter and that whatever happens, happens but it does matter. I personally (lol- sounds so serious) have been fortunate enough to have a bunch of people that I can truly say that I’ve been blessed to have met. Some of these people I am in constant contact with, others I’m estranged from at the moment (due to distance woes among other things) but all the same, I can not think of a single bad or negative influence these people have (intentionally) had on my life, and in the case/event that something might have transpired, I know it was all love and that they didn’t mean to hurt me.

On the other hand, there are some people that… you know how when peoples be falling in love they say, “God bless the day I met you”, these people make me feel like the day I met them was cursed! Haha.. they make me think like WTF.. like, they may make you like happy for a bit, and everything may seem to be 'all gravy', then they flip the script and you’re like miserable when you think about em. Some are more subtle than others, like with the way they handle their B.S.. I mean some people be using you, and they let you know, or rather they don’t try to hide it as much so if you have an inkling of common sense you can tell that they aint right. Other people try to hide or ‘code’ it… this kind of people I can’t stand.. just be straight/upfront about it. I mean, you wont like everyone. You’re gonna have issues with some people, and if I happen to be one of those people, cool. I mean be civil about it, don’t be nasty to me. But at the same time, don’t pretend like you like me, and then go and talk trash behind my back, you know what I’m saying. I mean, there are people I don’t like/get along with for various reasons (mostly cos I think they are dodgy or maybe they hurt me and I still aint over that yet) but they will never know/feel it. Not because I’m pretending like I like them, but because I’m being civil about it. Like how do I explain it- if I was crazy about you before, you would probably feel it, cos I won’t be as enthusasic, but if I never had the chance to get crazy about you, you’d think everything was normal. I don’t know, it may not be good, but whatever, it’s the way I am. :-p

Oh, and I'm weird in the way I just be switching up on people, like I maybe hot or cold depending on the weather (haha) but in most cases (when the person is right) its me, like i maybe going through something... so like i said, this aint me 100% but i'm just saying..

Anywayssss.. I’m tired now… My head hurts (hence the post ceased to make sense towards the end..lol) going to study.. yayy me!!!. one more day ‘till the week’s up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tired, but still sexy

~o.a.o~

Day FIVE

Day five...

still aint got sh*t to say... okay i do.. but i don't feel like writing it on here... i'm too lazy/can't be bothered... let's just say some people be taking the piss... but i aint gonna say nothing... at least not just yet. but when i do....hmm...

today was not bad... slept for the most part..lol.. only to wake up to find that my show ('ugly betty') isnt on tonight... :-( sucks mehn.. Damn ABC.. oh well...

in other random news..(lol) i just found out that i'm agoraphobic and that i have social anxiety disorder...(google em if you aint know what they is)... that sucks too, for the most part... but i don't know... guess i may have to go to therapy or something (anyone want be my therapist/know any good ones?lol)

well i've blabbed for long enough..(don't you think?)... going back to sleep now, (cos Lord knows the next time I will be able to sleep for longer than three hours..) Day five... two more posts to make a week of non stop posting... so even if i quit now (which i don't plan on doing) i'll have a score of 5/7 or 71.4% which aint half bad, if you think about it... anyways y'all... toodles..

(ps: really sorry if this post don't sound as upbeat or enthusiastic as i would like.. had a rough couple of days.. and i'm just not in the mood... my bad! will endeavor to snap out of it soonish)

~still sexy~

o.a.0

Day FOUR!!!

Day four...

I'm actually doing this....lol.. Still aint got much to say.. :-( today was... just there... was highly stressful... :-( just got home and its like 30-minutes to midnight, so you can only imagine... the kind of day i had...*sighs*

ANYWAYSsss...lol.. um, i'm mad tired... but i can't sleep... insomnia is a biatchh!!! lol... oh yea, my phone died on me today... and like i was phoneless for about four hours... but i didn't really feel it... guess i'm getting over my 'crackberry' addiction!! yayy me..haha

Its going to be friday in a bit... and I will be able to chill... well kinda.. so yea, i will try to write about something 'substantial'.. anyways, anyways, anyways.. i'm going to do something... will holla!!!

sexy~sexy

.oao.

Day three

Day 3...

Wow... I'm surprised... I'm actually doing this.. almost half way to a week..lol!

Um, still aint got non' to say really.. oh, yea, Amanda got kicked off the show last night... Chick is looking good btw.. (talking bout the biggest loser tv show, in case you aint know).. really wanted her to stay, but i think the other contestants were 'playing the game', and she had mad potential to win.. oh well..lol

Um, what else can I say... I've got about 40 minutes until this post would be too late (i really need to work on procrastinating and leaving things until the last minute, but i guess it's better late than never, right?) I don't even have time to think, cos there's a million different things I need to do tonight, doubt I will get any sleep.. :-(

Anyways, I promise to try to get something interesting to write about, like I've got a lot on my mind... like stuff to say and ish, some of which may actually be sensible..lol.. but it takes time for me to put my thoughts into a logical sequence, time i aint really got these days... Have 5 chapters to read before tmrw (for 3 courses) and 3 papers to write.. so yea, you get me? lol

Gotta GO!!! ttyl.. wish me luck with my work..

forever~sexy

.oao.

Day 2

Okay, so day two...lol

Aint got much to write today... Oh, yeah, I got (one of) the bestest, bestest (lol) compliments this morning, so my day started on a good note.. :-) would say what it was... but nah, think i'll keep this one to myself *grins* makes it all the more special.

Anyways, like i said, aint got much to say... Watching my tuesday-night show right now (multi-tasking..I suck at this..), 'the biggest loser'...lol.. (Love Jillian.. think she's well cool, she's like the reason I watch the show.. Bob aint bad either, just a lil' bit too 'different' for my taste, but i love him all the same..) But yea, they about to send some one off 'the ranch' and the suspense is killing me..lol....

When I'm done watching this joint, have to go do work.. Yayy!!! NOT.lol.. Its almost the end of the semester though, so I guess it aint that bad... Getting close to crunch time.. work, work, work.. Need to focus on the 'reward'... two weeks off, before I gotta do it again..*sighs*

Anyways.. back to the biggest loser.. its down to Amanda or Liz... who'll go home?? hmm.... I don't even know who I want to leave! Will let you know who leaves (yea, like you really care..lol-don't know anyone else who watches the show..) Okay, now I really gotta go! ttyl.

...the ever sexy...

~*oao*~

Everyone deserves a second chance/My Top 5

Okay, so I kinda messed up..-was supposed to post something everyday for a week, but like, i've been like too lazy/not in the mood... lol. So i'm starting again, giving myself a second chance.. So one week of committed daily writing... Let's go!

Anyways... I have nothing (serious) to talk about(shocker!lol).. so i shall babel... (as always).. I'll make this post about music. Five songs from my current playlist... Here goes;

1. Maxwell's 'Bad Habit'

This song makes me smile every time I hear it, think its even better than pretty wings. I've always been a Maxwell fan, and I was kinda skeptical bout his new album, cos I didn't think he could top his previous stuff, but i think he did, at least with this song.

2. Letoya's 'Regret' featuring Ludacris

'.. He don't deserve you, he gon' regret that he hurt you.." loves LUDA!lol... and LeToya's a good singer too. So yea, thats song number-two.

3. 50 cent's 'Baby by Me' featuring Neyo

I know most people would be shocked- "what? oao listens to rap??"lol.. jokes.. but yea, Not a big 50 fan but I can't lie, I love this new song, maybe cos my second 'baby daddy'- (Neyo)- is on it.. but i'm loving it still- can't say i'll like his whole album, but song aint half bad.. and he put Kelly R. in the video, giving her an opportunity to 'shine'-lol... So yea, he did good on that front too.

4. Amerie's 'Why R U'

Amerie! Chick is the hotness.. And her music is not that bad either. Her first album was good... second.. not so much, but it looks like she's back on game with this one.. She tried.. Two thumbs up!lol

5. Pleasure P's 'Under'

This song is dedicated (lol) to 'you'!- don't let it be said that I don't keep my promises... ha!

But yea, I think Pleasure P is hot (his music, anyways). I know this song is kinda old, but still homeboy did his thing, and it has the potential to be a 'classic'..

'And there you have it'. lol. My top five songs of the moment (the ones that came to my mind), just thought to share that with y'all. :-) I shall try to come up with more blog-worthy/interesting material for my next post. Until the next time I write/attempt to write (i.e. tomorrow-hopefully). Bye!

still sexy

~*~o.a.o~*~

ps: Yea, i know i said i was gonna do top-5 songs, but dammit I forgot my favorite, favorite song... Like if there was a number before number one, this song would be it. Y'all can think about it as a kinda 'bonus' track.. its Trey Songz's 'Invented Sex' featuring Drake... I aint gotta say too much (lol) just that it makes me happy EVERY single time it comes on, like i was so infatuated with it, that i had a special dance to the whole song...(lame, i know, but oh well...lol) maybe if you're nice to me I'll show you some time ;-) lol.. ROTFL... Anywayzz..(lol) even though I don't really like Trey (think he's a five-year-old-looking knock off version of R.Kelly) this song is awesome! (here's the 'R-Rated' version of the video..so yea..) enojy :-)

grown vs. girly partI

okay, so like one of my boo’s my bad, my husband (lol) posted my previous post as a note on his facebook, and like people were commenting about it making generalizations and what not. Yes, it is kinda generalizing for the most part (also people need to understand that I did not write it, was only regurgitating something I had read), but I agree with the post for the most part. Almost everything on there is true, but at the same time the comments got me thinking,… those ‘generalizations’/attitude/beliefs would NOT work for every male. Just as there’s a distiction between girls and grown women, there’s also a distinction between a boy and a grown man. Like the way a ‘grown’ woman would relate with man would be different from how she’d relate with a boy, you know what I mean. (in the first place why would a grown woman be with a boy? Hmm… But that’s a topic for another day...) but yea, the sad part is that most of the guys you find these days are boys, who think they’re men for some weird reason… *sighs*… I find this quite funny btw but I shant be going into this topic today, because I am sick of ‘man-hating’ plus like the previous post implies, a grown woman doesn’t generalize and put all men into one big fat ugly box, based on the actions of one or two (or maybe even more) trifling-ass guys…

This post was kinda impromptu, (if you hadn’t guessed) and based on the feedback/reaction/vibes I got of the comments hubby’s note which got me to thinking. Its all good though, cos what I had lined up for today was about females- I decided not to write about ‘rhi-rhi’ and chris today, I mean, they were the topic of the last post before my hiatus…lol- but yea.. I was going to write about how some girls don’t know how to act, and was actually going to, for once, put females (including myself) on blast in regards to how they act when people are tryna talk to them and the whole pre-relationship/early relationship ish… but oh well, guess I’ll have to save that for another day, maybe tomorrow (I’m going to try to write everyday for a week, to see if I can actually commit to and stick with doing something!lolz). Anyways, I need to get back to work! In bio lab at the moment, waiting for some gel to run…

always grown and sexy

o.a.o

ps: my friend is involved with a new magazine, (which I shall talk more about in another post) and asked me to guest write!!! I’m really excited about it, now if only I could think of a topic… hmm…. I need inspiration people!!! Help! Haha..xxx

hey y'all!!

okay i know i've been absent for a loooong ass time. Been mad busy with school, life and everything in between. But in a way its good, because the other day I learned that its like a psychological disorder (well, almost) when people blog too much. haha. I'm serious though, can't remember what its called.. On the other hand, blogging is good for me, cos it creates an outlet for me to let people in to my very guarded mind...haha- okay now i'm bullshitting, but its good for me because i like to write, it's like therapeutic for me.

ANYWAYS... to commemorate my semi-return to the blogging scene, i decided to post something that was sent to me by someone extremely dear and close to my heart (love ya boo!) i think it is so very true and that the world would be a much better place if most females acted grown, as opposed to girly... Here goes..

Somebody sent this to me... "Are you a 'girlie' or a grown woman"? 

basically, it just compares and contrasts the thoughts and actions of females, classifying some as 'girlie' and others as 'grown' (and sexy, like me!lol)

Girls want to control the man in their lives
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling; 

Girls check you for not calling them
Grown women are too busy to realize you haven't called;

Girls are afraid to be alone
Grown women revel in being alone, using it as time for personal growth;

Girls ignore the good guys
Grown women ignore the bad guys;

Girls make you come home
Grown women make you want to come home;

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to fit in where he fits in; 

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man;

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time(i.e. don't want him hanging out with his friends)
Grown women realize that a little bit of space makes 'together time' even more special and goes and kicks it with her own friends;

Girls think a guy crying is weak
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue;

Girls want to be spoiled and tell their man an much.
Grown women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to understand her needs without the fear of losing his 'manhood';

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay
Grown women know that was just one man;

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs' and reason
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back-and move on without bitterness;

Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women as well their male friends.

So Ladies, which are you?????

Well, I'm proud to say I'm grown :-) lol.. there as some parts that i need working on though, like to strengthen, but for the most part, i'm not girly! yayy me!!lol

anyways... i've got to go do something now... have my next post lined up though (in my head... its proly gonna be 'bout my take on the whole Rhianna vs. Chris B. media battle/saga or something, will def. keep y'all posted!). 

oh, and i'm sorry if this post seems illogical or incoherent... haven't blogged in a minute- need to get my mojo back (lol) and i'm in a hurry- late (as usual..) for an appointment... 

the even sexier

o*a*o

ps: this song is dedicated to my boo! luv ya babe (hope you like it)

...un jour à la fois...

..."one day at a time"… I know I haven't written in a while.. and while I wish this wasn’t the case, it is and apologizing or beating myself up about it wont make a difference… lol… Although I know that its true, I'm still kinda sorry to have left y’all hanging with no prior warning, that is very bad blogger etiquette.

Now that apologies have been taken care of, the reason for my hiatus? Life. No really, I’ve been dealing with and sorting out a lot of things much to the neglect of my little blog… and most people would probably think, “Great, you’ve been going through stuff- good resource for material to put up” right? Wrong? Lol.. its not the kind of stuff I feel like sharing on hare, especially not at the moment, maybe later when it’s all resolved I will indulge y’all in a little bit of the gist, but whilst I’m still working things out… I’ll have to be quiet for now anyways.

 

Okay so what to write in the absence of ‘real life’ stuff..? well summer school is over now (I think the last time I posted something I was in physics class..lol) thing is that non-summer school started two weeks ago (guess I have been gone for longer than a minute, huh?). Hmmm… I guess I’ll just talk about random stuff.. So like did anyone see Chris Breezy’s interview on CNN last night?? I didn’t get to see it yet… doubt I even will at all (can't stand Brown) but heard the interview was wack… Like I think dude needs to go somewhere for a long time and come back when people have forgotten about the whole woman bashing incident… say in about 20 years? He just needs to shut up and keep a low profile.. and he’s trying to say he still loves Rhianna… He’s not afraid.. How the hell does a guy beat up a female he claims to love or have feelings for? How does a guy lay his hands on a woman period? You know what? I don’t even want to know, because there is no acceptable explanation. None. So what if she cheated (not that Ri-ri did… I’m just saying) was over-possessive, promiscuous, irritating, rude… whatever. Homie shoulda known all this before he went out with her, and if he didn’t tough. Guess someone didn’t do their homework.

At the same time, you could say that why would a girl go out with such an individual, like someone who harbored such violent tendencies towards women? Well, for one, I could say maybe she didn’t know, plus like women like to believe the best about people so maybe even if she knew, she thought he would change?? I don’t know! I’m just speculating, rationalizing, trying to come up with a theory. I feel like actions are more easily controlled than feelings.. Like Rhianna maybe couldn’t help the fact that she felt for him, and he couldn’t the fact that he had aggressive thoughts towards her (lol), however he could have made a choice not to hit her or to do her face in… he could have adopted some kind of defense mechanism, such as repression, projection, displacement, reaction formation or something!  That’s my thoughts on the issue at the moment anyways. Didn’t think I’d say so much on that, but oh well. Guess that’s my post for today. Haha. So the moral of the story is… do your homework people!.lol. and guys, it is unacceptable to beat up a woman, under any circumstances. If you feel she deserves a beat down, get another female to do it! :-)

 

~*~le_toujours_sexy~*~

.oao.

'A lil' comic relief'

Okay, so its been a minute since my last post... Had a really rough week... :-( kinda (was) going through stuff... Anywayzzz (lol) I was like randomly going through stuff online and I came across a few 'jokes' that made me LOL even if it was just for a minute... I posted some of the ones that I found funniest below. Hope they brighten up your day, or at least make you laugh or smile a little.. :-D

NICE TRY- signs and notices in English - more or less - discovered in hotels around the world. We laughed so hard we cried...

In a Tokyo Hotel: Is forbidden to steal hotel towels please. If you are not a person to do such a thing is please not to read notis.

In a Bucharest hotel lobby: The lift is being fixed for the next day. During that time we regret that you will be unbearable.




In a Paris hotel elevator: Please leave your values at the front desk.




In a hotel in Athens: Visitors are expected to complain at the office between the hours of 9 and 11 A.M. daily.




In a Yugoslavian hotel: The flattening of underwear with pleasure is the job of the chambermaid.




In a Japanese hotel: You are invited to take advantage of the chambermaid.




On the menu of a Swiss restaurant: Our wines leave you nothing to hope for.




Outside a Hong Kong tailor shop: Ladies may have a fit upstairs.




In a Bangkok dry cleaners: Drop your trousers here for best results.




In a Rhodes tailor shop: Order your summers suit. Because is big rush we will execute customers in strict rotation.





In a Zurich hotel: Because of the impropriety of entertaining guests of the opposite sex in the bedroom, it is suggested that the lobby be used for this purpose.





In an advertisement by a Hong Kong dentist: Teeth extracted by the latest Methodists





In a Rome laundry: Ladies, leave your clothes here and spend the afternoon having a good time.




In a Czechoslovakian tourist agency: Take one of our horse-driven city tours - we guarantee no miscarriages.




Advertisement for donkey rides in Thailand: Would you like to ride on your own ass?




In a Bangkok temple: It is forbidden to enter a woman even a foreigner if dressed as a man.




In a Tokyo bar: Special cocktails for the ladies with nuts.




In a Copenhagen airline ticket office: We take your bags and send them in all directions.




In a Budapest zoo: Please do not feed the animals. If you have any suitable food, give it to the guard on duty.




In the office of a Roman doctor: Specialist in women and other diseases.




In an Acapulco hotel: The manager has personally passed all the water served here.




From a Japanese information booklet about using a hotel air conditioner: Cooles and Heates: If you want just condition of warm in your room, please control yourself.




From a brochure of a car rental firm in Tokyo: When passenger of foot heave in sight, tootle the horn. Trumpet him melodiously at first, but if he still obstacles your passage then tootle him with vigor.

There was a lot more, but will put them up some other time. I should probably pay attention in class now, break will be over in a bit...lol. Have a sexy day people, and remember to smile!!!

~the*ever*sexy~

.oao.

More randomness...

Hey y'all.. I think I'm going to stop apologizing for not posting as often as I should, because it is getting a little bit redundant, but I apologize all the same.

Originally I was going to put up a story I heard over the weekend, and wanted to share with y'all, but in the process of putting that up, I came up with something else. It is just a random piece and it isn't based on anyone or anything (there was no external inspiration behind it). Anyways Enjoy, ps: lemme know what you think about it. Thanks!!!

This is dedicated to..(lol)... Okay, here goes...

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She's going to smile through her pain,
and although it may rain,
and seem like her efforts are in vain,
she won't put the blame on anyone's name
She chose to play the game
and will lay no claim to say she was forced
to in it engage.




Once bitten twice shy,
This time I shant cry,
Though I did the crime,
Of falling for that guy,
'Cause his swagg was so fly,
I won't do the time,
No, not this time.


I will be alright, I will be fine,
And in due time I know I'll find,
A love so sweet, so divine,
But until then I'll speak my mind,
Try and try as you might,
You can't steal my shine,
No, you can't fade my smile,
'Cause through it all I will survive,
Like Gloria Gaynor I'll stay alive,


Been through the fire, through the rain,
Sometimes I thought I'd go insane,
But somehow, someway I still remain,
Uncharred, unburned by the flame,
Which was only fueled by my pain,
A pain so deep, So mundane,
By all standards considered inhumane,
Through it all I remained the same,
All this did was made me to see,
Just who exactly I'm destined to be.




hehe. That was written in bout 5 mins btw, randomly written too.. Anyways I gotta go. Have a long-ass day ahead of me... Dang, I miss my bed already. Hopefully won't be too tired when I get back, so I can put up the story I was talking about. Take care sexys and have a fabulous day (talking fabulous... has anyone listened to Fab's new album? 'Loso's Way'? apparently there's supposed to be a movie too... It's been a minute since I did a music-inspired post, maybe I'll do one later..) Bye!

~*~still-sexy~*~

.oao.

Procastination is a........ (fill in the blank-lol)

*backdated* this was meant to have been posted on Sunday.. my bad!*

Hey y'all... 

Okay, so I'm like in a chirper mood today. And guess what? Yesterday did end on a happy note :-)

I played 'truth or dare' over the phone for the first time yesterday, and it was really cool... Like at one point, when I was almost tired of telling the truth, I said dare... big mistake.. hehe.. anywayss.. This post was written about two weeks ago, however laziness and other preoccupations prevented me from putting it up.. 

Okay, so if you haven't noticed, I try not to put celeb gossip/gist on here (as this is not one of them-type blogs).. i may put up their songs and stuff... but oh well, crazy stuff's been happening and I aint got much else to write about atm..

Yea, so we all know that The-Dream and Christina Milian are engaged, right? and that The-Dream used to be married to Nivea (who happens to have bout 3 kids for him).. Well Nivea, apparently is preggers for none other than Mr. Dwayne Carter aka Weezy F Baby... And everyone knows that Lauren London is also preggers for him... Plus homie's got that little girl by 'Toya, (who watches 'Tiny and Toya' and is it just me or is Tiny rather unique looking?lol> no offense, she pretty and I love her character) the one that was onstage at the BET awards... He also apparently also had a baby earlier this year by some random chick.... I wonder how many kids he's got now (by how many different women, chill, how old is he again?) this just looks like a recipe for major baby-mama drama... dude must be paying some mad child support bills... whatever happened to "...safe sex is great sex, better use a latex cos you don't want that late text that "I think I'm late" text..." lol: anyways, its not really my business.. he's doing his thing..

In other baby-mama drama, Kelis, estranged wife of (arguably) the best rapper alive, Nasir Jones (aka Nasty Nas aka Nastradamus aka Escobar aka God's Son aka, QB's Finest-lol, i love doing that, listing all his names) has had their baby boy, Knight... As much as I love Nas, (and I really did love him) my respect for him is dwindling by the day.. Like really, dude wasn't going to pay homegirl nothing- no child support, nothing.. that's just trifling.. Anyways, its sorted. I hope they can work their ish out though, cos they make/made a cute couple.. And like too many people are breaking up these days... What would surprise me would be if a couple actually got married, and stayed together.. (other than Will and Jada, and even they.. hmm..lol). This is the end of this post.. I shall put up Mario's song, 'Break Up' (featuring Gucci Mane and Sean Garret)(just because..lol) on here, as well as this new joint I'm feeling 'Pretty Wings' by Maxwell on here... Maxy's soo sexy (like me!hehe) I think I might have to marry him.. after I'm done with Reesey (Tyrese) though.lol. Enjoy.

sexy*maxwell*lover

.oao.

So I went off on a tangent...lol

 

Detoxing…. With 2 days until the first phase of the process is a wrap, I shall take a moment to reflect on the occurrences of the past couple of weeks…lol.. On the reals though.. the detoxing ‘P’ was… let’s just say it could have been a lot  better.. but on the plus side, I came to realize some of the specific habits/traits I need to divorce. I also became more aware of my sexuality and sexual preferences/orientations… (yea, I said it!!! haha) Okay, I did, but not in the ‘I’m about to come out of the closet kinda way'… at least not yet anyways.. But at the risk of going off on a tangent, I kinda realize why some girls switch sides, and start to play for the ‘other team’ or rather their own team.. (scoring own goals and s**t..lol)!! Like really<<<<< original text removed by author :-) ..>>>>>> *sighs*…

 

And now I’m sad… cos my girlfriends went out without me!!! (I had to moan about it, cos they just called to rub it in..) Granted, I had had (lol) other plans… and it was a spur of the moment trip… I’m still not happy about it.. Okay, Enough bitching for one day, dangg!.. lol. I’m just in a foul mood today, and that’s bad, cos I felt on top of the world yesterday.. well until about 12am, when something happened..(lol)… Oh, well, c’est la vie, I guess. I will be alright, I know I will.. Anyways.. Happy thoughts, .oao., think happy thoughts! Lol..

 

Can’t think of nothing… I have a few back dated posts from last week (I wrote em in class.. class was long and boring.. had to do something other than sleep!!lol) plus what I originally planned on writing today… I shall put 'em up later on in the day.. and yea, hope y’all have a happy day… and I hope my day ends on a good note too, I need it!!! 'Till next time my sexies…

 

 

~*~always-sexy…~*~

.oao.

The Circle of Friends (plus another quick shout out)

Okay, so we did go on our highly anticipated road trip over the weekend.. and it was crazy mad!!! It woulda been madder if I hadn't gotten sick halfway through... but it was definitely a good one. Why? Because it was chilled.. the peoples were real and it was basically a laid back weekend which comprised of good food, good music, loads of picture taking (my least favorite part) and most importantly great company.. So yea, shout out to the whole crew! Y'all rock :-)

In other non-road trip related happenings... You know how I'd been lacking inspiration to get blog-worthy material? Well I got someone to guest write for me.. And what he wrote is soo good (and true!) that I will definitely be asking him to write some more stuff to put up... Here's his piece...

The Circle of Friends…

Isn't it funny how everybody seems to know everybody one way or another? Its quite cool but then again it has some extremely irritating facts. The most annoying of these facts is that it becomes exceptionally hard to find a girl or guy that hasn’t been with one of your friends. It is alarming to think that some people are not bothered at all that their girlfriend or boyfriend has gotten with one of their close friends. Even if the person they got with isn’t close to you… doesn’t that make it worse? This is not to judge anyone but it’s a looming factor that needs to be considered deeply as there is a future ahead and it will be difficult for some of us in the circle of friends to find an ‘untouched partner’ to form families and settle down with… but all that is in the long run.

In the short-run I have seen people who have been best friends from toddlers grow to hate each other in their late teenage years because of the opposite sex. Most people get into physical confrontations and arguments others go blow to blow like all they shared in the past is nothing cuz of this one girl or guy… to be honest, such people lack insight and common reasoning because if you analyse things beyond the ‘now’ you’ll find that this person you are fighting with because of a girl you’ve just met is someone you are bound to in more ways than one. You either know their parents and their parents know yours or you have mutual friends who will suffer the consequences of the argument. Would you really have the boldness to you’re your parents and the parents of your friend that you fell out over a girl or a guy? Does it even sound reasonable to you that you should throw away life long friendships away over girls?
Through personal experiences I have grown to understand that we all need each other in one way or another. Therefore friendships should be kept as much as possible. If your friends ex comes and says they’re feeling you, !cool! if you're feeling them too just let them know that you are but that you cant have anything with them because they’ve been with your friend. Also let your friend know how you feel about their ex but that you are not going to do anything about it cuz you know it will be awkward… I know things like this are easier said than done but you’d be a more respectable person with dignity if you avoid the drama and handle it in an honest way. In fact you too, how will you feel knowing the mouth your kissing has been handled or should I say ‘mouthed’ by your friend (no matter how close)… the thought alone it is DISGUSTING and REPULSIVE…

I’m not going to be hypocritical and act like I haven’t been there before… I have and then I was young and like you I lacked the insight. Truth is some people have never though about these things before. That’s why I’m putting this out! I’ve made that mistake and I look back and I hate it but still I’m not just going to say oh whatever I’ve done it I might as well continue… the best way to handle this dilemma of the circle of friends (which is now one big mess) is to stick to one guy and stop spreading your germs about!

AIDS IS REAL and SO IS HERPES just ask Rihanna and Chris Brown…

~still sexy~

.oao.

Why do guys lie?

lol. Million $ question, huh? But yea, was thinking about it... I mean, babes lie too, don't get me wrong, and when we do it's just as bad, if not worse but still...

Anyways, moving on to more important/interesting things.. Road trip this weekend! Should be fun.. I hope it is anyways.. Kinda need a little excitement in my life right now..

I'm steady on that detox 'P' (could be going better, but oh, well).. and one of the things I'm learning/have found out is that thinking is a good way to clear one's mind, funny enough.. or at least help sort things out and put them into perspective. Constructive thinking that is. And one of the things that's happening is that I'm starting to have a clearer picture of who my real peoples are and who the fake ones are... "He's phony, she's fake, thats the type of people I hate, If you're real and you know it clap your hands!" you know the Jada and Swizzy song? Yea... and it feels good.. yeah! (like the tony toni tone song.. dang, I listen to too much music!) Anyways it's great. The older version of oao woulda probably been hurt, but now it's like whatever.. water off the skin of a duck.. It's good to know who loves you for you and not just because... Then you can spend more time on the people that matter and build/develop those relationships...

Anyways once again, I think I have said a bit too much.. (?) Plus I need to go write a paper now.. Oh yea, it was Michael Jackson's funeral/memorial the other day.. Did anyone watch that? I didnt.. woulda been too emotional... R.I.P MJ... You were a source of inspiration to many generations and will surely be missed. Your legacy lives on...

Here's one of my favorite Michael Jackson videos.. Enjoy. :-)

.oao.

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